05.31.09
This Week’s Sermon – Honoring the Sabbath
Hi everyone! This is my last sermon before I embark on my three-month sabbatical. I will be keeping a sabbatical blog, and encourage you to follow along with me. You can find it at:
www.korysabbatical09.wordpress.com
SCRIPTURE – Exodus 20:8-11
“Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates.For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.
Genesis 12:1-9
The LORD had said to Abram, “Leave your country, your people and your father’s household and go to the land I will show you. ”I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.”
So Abram left, as the LORD had told him; and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he set out from Haran. He took his wife Sarai, his nephew Lot, all the possessions they had accumulated and the people they had acquired in Haran, and they set out for the land of Canaan, and they arrived there. Abram traveled through the land as far as the site of the great tree of Moreh at Shechem. At that time the Canaanites were in the land. The LORD appeared to Abram and said, “To your offspring I will give this land.” So he built an altar there to the LORD, who had appeared to him. From there he went on toward the hills east of Bethel and pitched his tent, with Bethel on the west and Ai on the east. There he built an altar to the LORD and called on the name of the LORD. Then Abram set out and continued toward the Negev.
SERMON
Honoring the Sabbath
Exodus 20:8-11; Gen. 12:1-9
May 31, 2009
Well, here we are. It’s May 31. You know, we’ve been talking about and planning this sabbatical for so long that I never actually expected it to happen. It’s always been something “out there” or “coming up,” but today we stand on the cusp of this new chapter in our relationship and in the life of the church.
I’ve learned through this process that a sabbatical is not a familiar concept to a lot of people. There’s something that seems a bit strange about giving someone three months off from work with pay. I don’t mind it so much but I could see where, in this workaholic world, it could seem foreign. Believe me, I feel the weight of responsibility and level of trust that such a thing conveys, and I don’t have the words to express my gratitude to you. The Sabbatical Planning Team and I have tried to provide some education and context to help the congregation understand exactly what a sabbatical is and how it is to be used.
So what is it? What are these next three months? I’ve most often heard it called a “vacation,” which I admit makes me cringe a bit. Our American understanding of vacation is going someplace warm and sunny, lounging around a pool sipping drinks with little plastic umbrellas. As Michael pointed out in his May newsletter article, vacation comes from the Latin root which means “to be empty, free or at leisure,” which means vacations are times to be free from obligations and to be at leisure (as opposed to “be at work”).
Based on that definition, I most certainly won’t be on vacation. Yes, I will be free from the day-to-day, week-to-week demands of ministry, but I am committed to doing other things like reading, writing and attending conferences, that will keep me connected to my vocation and God’s calling. In some sense I will still be working on my sabbatical, including as Michael said, “doing the work of resting,” but I will be working with a different focus and at a different pace than when I am in the office. My promise to you and to God is that I am committed to being a better minister when I come back.
Another way to speak of time away is what our friends in England call a “holiday.” To go on holiday is to take a break, to get away from the daily routines of life. I like this term because it derives from the two words “holy day.” Something that’s holy is something sacred, something set apart by God. I certainly hope my sabbatical time is filled with holiness, a time set apart by God. But I don’t do a good British accent so I can’t go around all summer saying “I’m on holiday.” That just won’t work and could get me arrested.
The term that best describes what’s happening this summer is a “sabbatical,” and it fits so well because of its biblical origin. The word obviously comes from the word “Sabbath,” which is what was addressed in our first reading today. One of the 10 Commandments God gave to Moses on Mt. Sinai was to remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Just as God did the work of rest on the seventh day of creation, so the Israelites and all of their workers were to do the work of rest every seven days. The purpose of the Sabbath was to honor God’s creation, to rest up from the week before, and to rejuvenate for the week ahead. Similarly, I am plan on honoring God, resting up from the eight years that have come before, and rejuvenate for whatever lies ahead. I continue to be blessed by working with this congregation, but I am also ready, albeit it three years late, to step away and allow my spirit to refill for continuing to do God’s work. I am looking forward to doing the work of resting.
But Sabbath is about more than just rest. It’s also about worship. The idea behind the Sabbath was to take time you would normally commit to work and instead commit it to God. On my sabbatical one of the things I’m most looking forward to doing is worshipping God, unencumbered by the responsibilities of my work. I can’t wait to remember what it feels like to sit in a pew for an entire service. I plan on visiting a number of other churches and doing some in-depth Bible reading as ways of worshipping God, neither of which I get to do very often while I’m working.
I’ve put a number of other activities and events into my sabbatical plan. I did that for a couple of reasons. First, I want the congregation to benefit from my sabbatical, and I don’t mean not having to listen to me preach for three months, although there may be some benefits there, as well. The work that I will be doing on sabbatical is not just the work of rest, but the work of renewal. That includes stepping back from the daily obligations to look at the bigger picture of who we are as a church by focusing more closely on our mission statement. The conferences I’ll be attending, the books I’ll be reading and the things I’ll be writing will hopefully have a direct impact on this church as we continue to explore who God has called us to be. I want my sabbatical to be purposeful rest that benefits you as well as me.
Another reason I put together a detailed sabbatical plan is because I like to know what’s coming. If this is more than a vacation or a holiday, then I need to prove it, I need to justify –most importantly to myself – why I’m taking a sabbatical. I’ve always agreed with Jean-Paul Sartre, who gave us the action-oriented “To do is to be.” But others side with the more laid-back Socrates, who said “To be is to do.” And the smartest people side with Frank Sinatra, who said “Do be do be do.” We spent all our lives doing and not nearly enough time just being. Sabbath is a time to just be in God’s presence, to be still and know that God is God, and we are not.
The reading from Genesis today is an important reminder to me and to all of us that while we may think we know where the road ahead leads us, in reality we are not in control of the future. I like to think I know what’s best, that I know exactly what’s going to happen, but I think that just makes God laugh when I say that. So while I’m tempted to point to my sabbatical plan and tell you I’ve dotted all the I’s and crossed all the T’s for my sabbatical, there’s another part of me that’s excited – and more than a little anxious – about what God has planned.
That’s why the Abram story is such a wonderful commentary on my sabbatical. God comes to Abram and tells him to drop what he’s doing. “Leave your country, your people and your father’s household and go to the land I will show you.” In other words, Abram is taking a sabbatical, whether he wants to or not! And all he knows about this upcoming time is what God has promised him: God will lead the way and God will bless Abram along the journey.
Externally, I know where I’ll be going and what I’ll be doing on my sabbatical. But internally, I have no idea what’s going to happen. I’ve never done this before. I’ve always been driven by my work, and now I’m stepping back to let God do the driving. I don’t like being in the passenger seat, especially when it’s my life we’re talking about, but I believe that’s one of the many lessons God has in store for me. So I am preparing for my journey. Is it scary? Yeah, a bit. But it’s also incredibly thrilling.
I’m not the only one that God is calling on a journey. This congregation is also being called to follow God this summer to some unknown destination. Michael and the Sabbatical Planning Team have put together a wonderful plan that will allow the congregation to explore along more deeply along with me the mission statement of the church. As you ponder together what it means to welcome, to equip and to share, I believe that God will be leading you into new territories, opening up new vistas, putting before you new understandings of what it means to be a community, to be Christians, to be a church. I know it’s summer, I know life is busy, but don’t miss out on what God has planned for you.
And there’s one promise we all can claim as we move into sabbatical time: We will be blessed by God. God tells Abram, “I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you.” Whatever God has in store for us this summer, we can believe that God will be walking with us and that we will be blessed through it. When we come back together in September we won’t be the same. I will be a different person, changed by my time away, and I trust you will be different as well, if you are willing to participate in this sabbatical time of rest and renewal.
While I’m gone, I also trust that you are in good hands. You are in Michael’s hands. Michael is an incredibly competent, compassionate young man with wisdom beyond his years. He will be an excellent leader for you this summer. You are in Nelson’s hands, hands that have touched the heart of this congregation so lovingly for many, many years. And you are in God’s hands. That is the safest place to be.
This morning, as I prepare to take my leave and follow God’s call, I hope you know you will continue to be in my thoughts and in my prayers this summer, and I hope I am in yours, as well. While you will be out of sight and out of contact, you will not be out of my mind or my heart. The promise that we have been given through Jesus Christ is that we are all connected together as believers, regardless of where we are. When I worship these next three months, although it may be in a different building or in a different town, we will still be praying and singing to the same God, one body united together through Jesus Christ. So I want to give you something to help you remember that (at this point in the sermon, small wooden crosses were handed out to each person). Please keep these crosses close to you this summer. Each time you see it or touch it, say a prayer for me on my sabbatical. Say a prayer for this congregation and for its leaders. And say a prayer of thanksgiving to God for giving us this time. Each time I see this cross, I will remember the holiness of my time away and it doing so I pray I will honor you and honor God.
05.24.09
This Week’s Sermon – Rise Up!
Hi everyone! I hope you have a good Memorial Day weekend. For those who will be traveling, I pray God’s safety and protection for you. Be blessed!
SCRIPTURE – Acts 1:1-11
In my former book, Theophilus, I wrote about all that Jesus began to do and to teach until the day he was taken up to heaven, after giving instructions through the Holy Spirit to the apostles he had chosen. After his suffering, he showed himself to these men and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive. He appeared to them over a period of forty days and spoke about the kingdom of God. On one occasion, while he was eating with them, he gave them this command: “Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. For John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.” So when they met together, they asked him, “Lord, are you at this time going to restore the kingdom to Israel?” He said to them: “It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority. 8But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”
After he said this, he was taken up before their very eyes, and a cloud hid him from their sight. They were looking intently up into the sky as he was going, when suddenly two men dressed in white stood beside them. “Men of Galilee,” they said, “why do you stand here looking into the sky? This same Jesus, who has been taken from you into heaven, will come back in the same way you have seen him go into heaven.”
SERMON
Rise Up!
Acts 1:1-11
May 24, 2009
Did you know that today is one of the most important Sundays in the church? In fact, you could argue that what this Sunday represents is almost as important as some of the other Christian holidays. Culturally, it doesn’t have the commercial appeal of Christmas or the heart-overflowing joy of Easter, but in the grand scheme of God’s work in this world, what we observe on this Sunday is just as important. This is Ascension Sunday.
Ascension Sunday falls six weeks after Easter and one week before Pentecost, which is next week. As we prepare for that story about the outpouring of God’s Spirit on the Disciples, we have to first finish up the loose ends in Jesus’ story, namely that fact that he’s been resurrected and is walking around making appearances. Now what? Is he just going to keep doing this forever? Two thousand years after the first Easter would Jesus still be walking the earth, popping up here and there? “Honey, set an extra plate, I invited Resurrected Jesus over for dinner tonight.” Of course not! So we have this story at the beginning of Acts about Jesus’ ascension, which sets the stage for the disciples to take up the torch and continue God’s work.
I think I know why we don’t really celebrate Ascension Sunday. We don’t put up Ascension trees or prepare for a big Ascension dinner with all the fixin’s. That’s because what is acknowledged on Ascension Sunday is that fact that Jesus left us, it’s the day the present Lord became absent. Who wants to celebrate being left behind? Do we really need a day commemorating Christ’s absence from us? We get too many reminders of that on regular days, that God doesn’t always feel as close to us as we would like.
And yet, celebrating the Lord’s absence is just one of the many paradoxes about Christianity. A paradox is defined as “a statement or proposition that seems self-contradictory or absurd but in reality expresses a possible truth.” That pretty much sums up our entire belief system. Think how absurd this gathering must look to outsiders. We come together week after week with no intention of doing anything productive. The main guy puts on a dress, we sit and face a huge instrument of torture, we close our eyes and talk as if there’s someone there. We declare things we cannot prove to a God we cannot see. And then we drink coffee and eat sweets. Does that sound a bit absurd?
But remember the other part of the definition of paradox: “…but in reality expresses a possible truth.” A possible truth. Can we say a definitive truth? Not definitively. Do we really know that we know that we know what we believe is true? No more so than I can show you a picture of what the wind looks like or describe what freedom feels like. But I believe what I know about God is true, and one of the reasons I believe that is because of what happens on Ascension Sunday.
As you may know, Acts is actually the second part of a two-part book, both written by Luke to his friend Theophilus. In the first book, the gospel of Luke, the author sets out to write an “orderly account” of the life, death and resurrection of Jesus. But the story doesn’t end there. You can’t stop at the end of Luke. That would be like stopping the story after Cinderella lost her slipper or after E.T’s gray little body is found in that creek bed. There’s more to the story. To fully grasp the story Luke is telling, you have to read Acts.
What Acts does, particularly these first 11 verses, is it completes Jesus’ story and fulfills God’s promises. It reminds us that what God begins, God completes. What God promises, God fulfills. This episode brings closure to the story of the Incarnation, the Word made flesh, and prepares the way for the fulfilling of the next promise. Jesus says in John’s gospel, “If you love me you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another counselor to be with you forever – the Spirit of truth.” That’s what happens on Pentecost, which is what we celebrate next Sunday. The Resurrection, the Ascension, Pentecost – these are all evidence that God does what God promises, and as I said last week, it is in that truth that we put our hope as believers.
So where does that leave those of us who are left behind? In a sense, every since the Ascension we’ve been looking up, waiting for a glimpse of God, waiting for Jesus to return and set things right. We’re living in what theologian Karl Barth called “the significant pause,” the time in between Jesus’ first and second coming, the time where we wait with expectant hope for God to do what God has promised. As one preacher said, the disciples are now “on the clock.”
It would be a lot easier if Jesus were still here, wouldn’t it? I can’t even imagine how the disciples felt, watching their leader leave them. Who wouldn’t be gazing up after that? I imagine they probably would have stood there for days, necks craned, eyes toward the heavens, hoping that Jesus would float back down and say, “Just kidding! Let’s go get some fish.” Now what?
Now what, indeed. I’ve heard that question asked many times. Now what? The person I thought would always be around is no longer around. Now what? That security I thought I would always have is gone. Now what? The child I thought would always need me is off on their own. Now what?
Leigh and I are experiencing that. It’s hard to believe, but on Wednesday of this last week, our youngest daughter graduated. Granted, it was from preschool, but that doesn’t make the reality of it any less painful. She even got a little diploma. And her preschool teacher said to all of us parents what we know in our hearts to be true: “Life is a series of little letting-gos.” Parents certainly know that. But so do kids. Just watch any child’s reaction when the balloon they thought was tied securely to their wrist slips free, ascending into the clouds. Now what?
God heard the disciples’ hearts crying out that question, because God provides an answer in the form of two men dressed in white, who offer a gentle reproof: “Men of Galilee, why do you stand here looking into the sky?” In other words, “Don’t just stand there; do something!” Jesus spent three years doing ministry among these disciples, teaching them and listening to them and forgiving them and empowering them. He has been preparing them for this moment, when the reins of this fledgling religious group would be handed over to them. It’s time to stop looking up and start looking around. As I heard one pastor say it, “Don’t look for Jesus in the heights; look for him in the depths.” The depths of human life, the deep, dark places in the world, that’s where the disciples will now find him.
So as we sit here this morning, experiencing our Sunday worship, I wonder if we are guilty of the same neck-craning as the disciples. Are we sitting here looking up, waiting for a glimpse of Jesus, putting God’s work on hold until we get some sort of confirmation that this paradox of Christianity is more than just a possible truth? Are we hoping to experience a presence that would make sense of the feelings of absence, a definitive, incontrovertible truth to counteract the absurdity of life?
It could be. And that’s OK. I believe all of us go through times when that’s all we have to offer, simple to be here. But the reality of life is that there will be times when Christ feels absent, when we live in the “significant pause” between Christ’s presence here on earth. And if we only spend our time looking up, I think we’ve lost the plot. We don’t have the benefit of three years of teaching from Jesus, but we have something else. We have this church. We have God’s word. We have the bread and the cup. We have each other. This is our training ground, where we can hear about and practice grace and forgiveness and loving each other, so that we can take those things into the world. But if the extent of our faith – our scripture reading, our praying, our working for justice and equality, our reaching into the depths of the world – if all of that starts and ends here, we’re just looking up.
I believe we are called to come here and look up so that we can go out there and look around. We come here each week to listen and to sing and to taste, to be reminded of who we are and who we’re called to be so we can go out and live that call. We come here to pray so we can go out there and witness. There’s nothing wrong with looking up, with seeking God’s face and awaiting with hope Christ’s return. But if we only look up, if we don’t then live out what we believe is true, we’re missing the presence of Christ in our midst.
Remember I said that this is a two-part story, Luke and Acts? That’s not entirely true. It’s really a three-part story. There’s Luke and Acts…and us. We are now on the clock, called to take the work that Jesus began and continue it, no matter now imperfectly. The answer to “now what” is the church, reaching out to comfort the afflicted, to be a companion to the lonely, to confront evil, to speak a word of truth. I like what pastor Barbara Brown Taylor says about this story. She says, “It’s almost as if he had not ascended but exploded, so that all of the holiness that was once concentrated in him alone flew everywhere, so that the seeds of heaven were sown over the fields of the earth.” Each one of us can do that, taking the work of Christ and multiplying it exponentially.
I think I have a better understanding of why Ascension Sunday is no really given a lot of attention. In this sermon alone, I’ve compared Jesus to a Disney princess, an extraterrestrial, and a balloon. There just aren’t any good Ascension metaphors. “Jesus, I need a picture. I need a comparison. I need a reminder down here on earth of what you are like so I can tell others about you.” (Look around) Oh, yeah. I see Jesus now. He’s right here. Now what? Don’t just sit there; do something.
05.17.09
This Week’s Sermon – Looking Forward
It’s a beautiful day here in Chicagoland! I hope you all are blessed this coming week. Here is Sunday’s sermon about what it means to live with hope. God bless!
SCRIPTURE
We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.
SERMON
Looking Forward
Romans 8:22-27
May 17, 2009
I remember when I was a kid living in Indiana each summer my town would have a parade. It wasn’t a big town, so the parade was usually just a string of fire trucks, a few Shriner cars, a clown or two, and then a line of cars who didn’t realize there was a parade today and got stuck behind it. We always waved to them anyway.
One of my favorite moments was right before the parade started. We would take our seats on the curb and turn toward the direction from which we knew the parade was coming. As it approached, we couldn’t see anything yet but we could hear the sirens blaring and the local high school band playing. We would crane our necks, jump up and down, stand on our chairs, say to our parents, “Do you see it yet? How about now? What about now?” We could hear the sirens; we knew it was close. But we just couldn’t quite see it yet.
That anticipation is what Paul is talking about in today’s passage from Romans. He says, “If we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.” I don’t know if my parents would say I was waiting very patiently for the parade, but we certainly had a lot of hope. And what clued us into the parade’s imminent arrival were the sounds, the sirens that announced its approach.
Paul references a sound in this Romans passage, but it’s not the siren of a fire truck; it’s the groan of creation. “We know the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up until the present time.” Paul is referring here to the Creation story in Genesis, when God curses Adam and Eve for their disobedience. He says to Eve, “I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing; with pain you will give birth to your children.” And to Adam he says, “Cursed is the ground because of you.” So in a way, the earth, the creation bore the weight of Adam and Eve’s sin.
The way we have treated the earth hasn’t helped matters. Now, I’m not going to tell you this morning that you need to do a better job of recycling or that you need to buy a hybrid car. Those things are helpful, but I believe what this passage leads us to is a deeper understanding of our relationship to the earth and the theological motivations that support that understanding. What do we believe about our role in relation to the earth, and why do we believe that?
I know this has been made a political issue in the last few years and folks of different party persuasions have chosen stances and sides, but I believe what Paul and other authors of the Bible are doing is reminding us that stewardship of our planet is not just a political issue. It is a spiritual issue. Therefore, we have to think about it spiritually.
I heard a speaker recently who has done a lot of work in the theology of ecology, or the spiritual understanding of how we care for the earth. His point was that when it comes to our stewardship of creation, we don’t just need a change in behavior, we need a change of ethos. An ethos is an underlying sentiment that informs our behaviors and beliefs. For example, the ethos of the 80s in America was, “Greed is good.” The ethos of Cubs fans is “Wait til next year!”
So what is our ethos when it comes to care for the earth? For too long, the ethos has been, “We’re humans, we’re awesome, and we can do whatever we want.” But now we’re starting to see some of the consequences of that ethos. Author Bill McKibben writes, “The story of the twentieth century was finding out just have big and powerful we were. And it turns out that we’re big and powerful as all get out. The story of the twenty-first century is going to be finding out if we can figure out ways to get smaller, to try and fit back into this planet.”
So how do we change our ethos? How do we fit back into this planet? As Christians, we turn to scripture to see what it has to say to us about this. That’s where Paul’s words are instructive. “The whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth.” The first thing we are called to do is to listen. What is creation telling us? What are climate changes and decreasing natural resources and rising landfills telling us? I know all of these things have political implications, but every political issue has a spiritual component, and as Christians we are called to discern what that spiritual component is, to listen to how God is speaking through it.
Paul says these groans aren’t an end, but are a means to a new birth. Nothing new is born without a struggle. Scripture references numerous times God’s promise of renewal for the earth. Listen closely to what the prophet Isaiah writes: “Behold, I will create new heavens and a new earth. The former things will not be remembered, nor will they come to mind. But be glad and rejoice forever in what I will create, for I will create Jerusalem to be a delight and its people a joy. I will rejoice over Jerusalem and take delight in my people; the sound of weeping and of crying will be heard in it no more. Never again will there be in it an infant who lives but a few days, or an old man who does not live out his years. They will not toil in vain or bear children doomed to misfortune; for they will be a people blessed by the LORD, they and their descendants with them,” says the LORD.
How far we are from that vision! Weeping and crying are heard constantly. Infants die; children are doomed to misfortune. Harm and destruction are everywhere. These are the groans of creation. But they point to something greater, something new being born. These sounds are the sirens that herald the coming of the parade. This is not how it was meant to be. God has promised something better, something more life-giving than what we have created here on earth.
And based on these promises, Paul calls us to have hope, but not just any hope. This is not worldly hope, which is probably more like wishful thinking. “I hope I win the lottery.” That’s not the hope Paul is talking about here. Paul means the hope that is deeply grounded in God’s promises, in God’s work in this world. And our job, all we have to do, is to wait for it.
That may seem passive to us. “God is gonna fix everything; all we have to do is sit back and wait.” I heard a story once about a woman who was on a spiritual retreat but was having a difficult time quieting herself and getting in her prayer time. She saw a monk across the way who seemed deeply still, completely at peace in the moment. Later, at dinner, she said to the monk, “I really admire the way you were able just to sit and wait and do nothing.” And the monk replied, “You assume by waiting I was doing nothing.”
The waiting Paul calls us to do in this passage is not passive waiting. It is waiting with a sense of hope, which is never passive, because hope stirs us to action to work toward that for which we hope. Being driven by hope kindles in us an ethos of active participation in making our hopes a reality. Living with hope means constantly straining forward to see with our own eyes what the sounds we hear foreshadow and then living as if that hope is a reality.
I think the tension we live with as Christians is that we have been called to intercede in this broken world, to be the change we want to see, but we don’t know how to do it. When it comes to the care of the earth, if for so long we have been part of the problem, how do we become part of the solution? Biologist E.O. Wilson said, “If all humanity disappeared, the rest of life would benefit enormously.” Well, if that’s not an option, what can we do? How can we help usher in a change of ethos that will more closely reflect our call to be stewards?
One thing is clear. We can’t sit back and wait for God to fix everything we’ve broken. Not only did God create the world and call it good, but when God saw the mess we made of it, God sent Christ to renew and restore the world. And part of the message Christ brought to us was that we have a role to play in ushering in God’s kingdom here on earth. So many times when the disciples ask Jesus for help he says, “You have the means. You have the power. You do it. Feed my sheep. Go and make disciples of all nations. You do it.”
So, Paul says to us, we wait because we hope in God’s promises, and while we wait, we live as if those promises are true. If God has promised we are stewards of this earth, we live like we are stewards. If God has promised that we are forgiven, we live as if we are forgiven. If God has promised to redeem creation, we live as if God will do that, treating this earth and each other with the reverence deserved of God’s creations. We live with hope.
The truth of this scripture and all scripture is that the human situation is not hopeless. The crises in our lives, both personal and global, are not hopeless. Life is not a despairing wait for an inevitable end. Life is the eager anticipation of the realization of God’s promises, especially the promise that death is not the end. Life is the straining to see the start of the parade. It is the perseverance through the struggle of childbirth in order to experience new life. Life is not hoping for something; it is hoping in Someone, the One who promised us redemption and called us to work for the redemption of all of God’s creation. “Behold, I will create new heavens and a new earth.” Do you hear it? Can you see it? I’ve seen glimpses. A kind word. An answered prayer. A stand taken for one’s faith. A hope realized. Do you hear it? Can you see it? Then live it.
05.10.09
This Week’s Sermon – Bearing Fruit
Hey everyone! This week’s sermon is on one of Jesus’ “I AM” statements in John’s gospel. I hope this is a fruitful week for you!
SCRIPTURE – John 15:1-8
“I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. “I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
SERMON
Bearing Fruit
John 15:1-8
May 10, 2009
I don’t mind being called names. When you grow up with a name like “Kory,” you get used to it. Trust me, I’ve heard it all. And I can even tolerate it when my favorite book calls me names. In the Bible, the followers of Jesus are called disciples (that’s pretty good), sheep (a bit smelly, but I get the metaphor) and sinners (that one is true, but a little blunt). I can handle being called all those names.
But I don’t like being called a branch. In John 15 Jesus says, “I am the vine and you are the branches.” Hmph. I know sticks and stones can break my bones and words can never hurt me, but what about when the word I’m being called IS a stick? I don’t like being referred to as a branch because I’ve had some run-ins with these things. I’ve almost had my eye put out twice by a branch, and I’m accosted by branches every time I mow our backyard. We have a willow tree back there with long, droopy branches and mowing the grass underneath it is like going through a carwash.
So you see, I don’t get along with branches very well, which posed a challenge for me when Jesus compares us with branches of a grapevine. God is the gardener, Jesus is the vine, and we are the branches of the vine. It helps understand how this agricultural phenomenon works. As a vine grows, the branches that extend from it produce both fruit, like grapes, and flowers and leaves. And the more the branches produce the flowers and leaves, the less energy they have to produce the fruit. If the gardener wants a plant to look green and pretty, he lets it grow unencumbered. But if the gardener wants the branch to produce fruit, he prunes it back to where the fruit is growing, so that all the energies of the plant are focused on producing the fruit, not wasted on the rest of the branch. A branch may look good because it has a lot of leaves and greenery, because that suggests a healthy vine. But it’s all style and no substance; it’s all plant and no fruit.
In this passage, Jesus is warning us branches about not producing fruit. We all know other people who fit this mold, people who are interested in looking good and being seen but who don’t produce any fruit. And we know we’re not like that, right? But our lives sometimes tell a different story. We get caught up in the busyness of life, running around like crazy, juggling so many appointments and responsibilities. And it feels good to be seen as busy, right? No one likes to be thought of as lazy or unmotivated. I got caught up in this mindset while planning for my sabbatical. A sabbatical is supposed to be a time of rest, but I felt guilty resting for three months. What would people think of me? So I built in some activity so that my sabbatical would be “purposeful.” But the question Jesus would ask us is this: Is all the effort producing any fruit?
Well, to answer that question, we need to define what fruit is. Paul tells us in Galatians that the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. So another way to ask that question is, “Do the choices we make in our lives produce those things in us, or keep them from growing? Do the things we do to keep busy give us more joy or less? Do they make us more patient? More gentle? More faithful to God and church? More loving?”
The church is not an exclusive community but an inclusive one, so we have to turn that question out. Bearing good fruit not only means what’s happening inside of us, but how that growth affects those outside of us. In other words, to bear good fruit means to live lives that help other people see that they are also branches of the True Vine. Bearing fruit means helping other people come to know the love of Christ through our behaviors and actions toward them. We are the channels, the conduits, the seeds that give life to their faith. And the more loving, joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle, and in control we are around them, the more they see the fruits of Christ in us, and the more the desire to be fruitful as well, to be grafted onto the life-giving vine we know as Jesus Christ. People watch us to see what kind of fruit we’re producing.
But that’s a lot of responsibility, isn’t it? It’s easy for me to stand here and say, “Go be more patient…right now! All your unbelieving friends are going to get thrown in the eternal fire and burned if you’re not more peaceful!” But you’ll be glad to know that it’s not all up to you. That’s another reason why this vineyard imagery works. In a vine, the branches are so intertwined they are almost completely indistinguishable from one another. It is impossible to tell where one branch stops and another starts; all of them run together as they grow from the central vine. The fruitfulness of each individual branch depends on the other branches and its relationship to the vine.
So to bear fruit is a corporate act, not an individual one. To God, all the branches are the same. There is no status or hierarchy; there’s no pastor branch or elder branch or committee chairperson branch that’s more important than the others. The only way to tell the branches apart is by the fruit they produce. Jesus says, “A good tree produces good fruit and a bad tree produces bad fruit.”
To God, we are all created the same. There’s no status, no hierarchy in God’s kingdom. We all come from the same source and are all connected to the same vine, Jesus Christ. The only thing that distinguishes us is the fruit we produce. This is not about unfruitful times in our past. This is about right now. What kind of fruit are you producing? Is it Grade-A, top of the line, or is it a little green? Is it sweet and juicy, or taste like sour grapes? Is the last fruit you produced so old it’s turned into raisins? If God were to take your fruit and make wine, would it be deserving of a cork or a screw-top? Are our lives producing fruit that others can see?
Of course, the irony of this passage is that to grow fruit, a vine must be pruned, must be cut back, must be trimmed of the frivolous stuff to focus on the fruit. That’s the toughest part of the passage, because no one likes the thought of being pruned. And yet, Jesus tells us that by being pruned we are made more fruitful.
What does it mean to be pruned? We have to be careful here, because it would be easy to trivialize suffering and blame God. “You lost your job? You lost your friend? God is just pruning you for better service.” I don’t believe in a God who prunes us that way. But I do believe in a God who speaks to us through our conscience and through others to help us identify where we are fruitful and where we are just being flowery. The ultimate goal of pruning is to bring us closer to God and to cut away the things that are keeping that from happening. For me, that means pruning my pride. My pride is cut back by long lines, traffic jams, answering machines, road construction, and anything else that keeps life from going the way I want it to go. During those times I can grumble and complain and turn into a crab apple tree, or I can use that time to reconnect with the True Vine that gives me life and work on producing peace and patience.
Pruning can be a painful experience. But I think we can choose to look at many situations in our life as a chance to become more fruitful. When bad things happen, we tend to say things like, “Look for the silver lining” or “God has a plan for you” or “Take that lemon and make lemonade!” But those are more than empty words, you know. They point to a choice we can make about how we view such things in our lives, even the little things. What if we saw a long line as a chance to practice being more patient? Or a traffic jam as a time to talk with God? What if we saw an answering machine as a chance to rethink the words we were about to say? Or a delayed flight as a chance to get to know a stranger and make a friend? Or, more seriously, what if we saw an illness or surgery as a chance to take our health more seriously, to treat our bodies better, to reconcile relationships that have produced only weeds and thorns? How would our perspectives and our faith change if we chose to look at these situations as an opportunity to be cut back a little so that we could bear more fruit down the road?
Faith is an ever-changing thing. If yours is anything like mine, it doesn’t grow in the same way all the time. Sometimes it grows straight, but sometimes it gets a little loopy and crooked. Every so often I need to prune out old habits or thoughts or attitudes or behaviors so that, through the power of the true vine, even more fruit will be produced in my life.
Are you the same person you were last year at this time? Of course not. Each year we grow and change based on our bodies and our age and things that happen around us. And our faith is impacted by those things as well. Your faith won’t be quite the same next year as it is now. Things will happen, little things and big things, which will change it. Some things will be steps forward, some will be steps back. But everything that happens in life gives us an opportunity to fulfill Jesus’ words: “This is to my Father’s glory; that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.” I may be going out on a limb here, but I think that’s why we are here: to bear fruit to God’s glory.
05.03.09
This Week’s Sermon – Understanding the Word
It’s a beautiful day here in Chicagoland – finally! I’ve never preached on this interesting story before. I hope this sermon helps in your desire to understand the Bible. Be blessed!
SCRIPTURE – Acts 8:216-40
Now an angel of the Lord said to Philip, “Go south to the road—the desert road—that goes down from Jerusalem to Gaza.” So he started out, and on his way he met an Ethiopian eunuch, an important official in charge of all the treasury of Candace, queen of the Ethiopians. This man had gone to Jerusalem to worship, and on his way home was sitting in his chariot reading the book of Isaiah the prophet. The Spirit told Philip, “Go to that chariot and stay near it.” Then Phillip ran up to the chariot and heard the man reading Isaiah the prophet. “Do you understand what you are reading?” Philip asked. “How can I,” he said, “unless someone explains it to me?” So he invited Philip to come up and sit with him.
The eunuch was reading this passage of Scripture: ”He was led like a sheep to the slaughter, and as a lamb before the shearer is silent, so he did not open his mouth. In his humiliation he was deprived of justice. Who can speak of his descendants? For his life was taken from the earth.” The eunuch asked Philip, “Tell me, please, who is the prophet talking about, himself or someone else?” Then Philip began with that very passage of Scripture and told him the good news about Jesus.
As they traveled along the road, they came to some water and the eunuch said, “Look, here is water. Why shouldn’t I be baptized?” And he gave orders to stop the chariot. Then both Philip and the eunuch went down into the water and Philip baptized him. When they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord suddenly took Philip away, and the eunuch did not see him again, but went on his way rejoicing. Philip, however, appeared at Azotus and traveled about, preaching the gospel in all the towns until he reached Caesarea.
SERMON
Understanding the Word
Acts 8:26-40
May 3, 2009
I remember the first time I questioned whether I was good enough to be a minister. I was at a conference right after I graduated from seminary. I was surrounded by colleagues who were much more talented than me, listening to speakers who were much more faithful than me, telling me to do things in ministry that I would never have the wisdom or courage to do. Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever thought that at any moment, someone may throw open the church door, point a finger in your direction, and say, “What are YOU doing here? Don’t you know this place is only for people who have it all figured out?”
So that night, I decided to read a book I thought might help me. It was the book of Acts. Acts tells the story of the birth of the church. It’s our story, really. It’s about how the disciples, a group of rag-tag scaredy cats who thought they weren’t good enough, and probably weren’t, are transformed into a movement that spreads the good news of Jesus Christ into an unbelieving world. It’s about how God’s Spirit is poured out on them in tongues of flame on the day of Pentecost, and even Peter, the guy who denied knowing Jesus three times, becomes ignited to share God’s word. Acts is also about the peculiar ways God works in our lives, and I think this is where I most connected with Acts that night at the conference. The story of Phillip and the Ethiopian was especially helpful to me because it reminded me of some basic but very important tenets of being a person seeking to follow Christ.
In my time of doubting whether I was good enough to be a Christian, the first thing this story told me was that God believes in us enough to call us to the strangest of places. We don’t know what Phillip was doing before the angel of the Lord spoke to him. We find out later in Acts that Phillip had four daughters, so he was probably waiting in line for the bathroom or fretting over the latest boyfriend. We don’t know what he was doing, but we do know what he was called to do. Drop what you’re doing and go take a walk on a desert road at high noon.
You just never know what God is going to call you to do, do you? Abraham is minding his own business and gets called to move. Moses is tending his sheep and gets called to Egypt. The disciples are busy casting their nets in the sea when Jesus says, “Follow me.” I was working as a youth minister and preparing to start a doctoral degree when this idea of seminary popped up. You never know when God is going to call you or where God is going to put you.
I’ve been called to some pretty strange places with some very interesting people. Lincolnshire, Illinois, comes to mind. I’ve also been called to some scary places. Hospital rooms. Funeral homes. Talk about desert roads, paths that lead through the wilderness. Have you ever been called to go somewhere you didn’t want to go? Maybe to a doctor’s office. To the beside of a friend or family member. Even to church, where you have been called to serve and you’re just not sure if you’re good enough for the job.
I wonder how Phillip felt when he got this call. “Me? There? Now?” But we don’t hear any grumbling or complaining. Phillip is called by God and goes, and on the way meets this Ethiopian eunuch, an official in the court of the Queen. You just never know who God is going to put in your path, do you? This Ethiopian has a serious problem, and Phillip is just the man to help him with it. This is another part of the story that was comforting to me that night at the ministry conference. I had read a lot of things in the Bible that made sense, but I had read a whole lot more in there that I didn’t understand. And now I was being called to be the one who stands up on Sunday morning and explains it to other people? Me? There? Now?
When I was in high school a Christian friend of mine gave me my first Bible. This is it. It has a gray cover, my name embossed on the front. The day she gave it to me, I decided I was going to read it. It’s the King James version, which is of course the original language of the Bible. Everybody should read the Bible at least once, right? So that night I propped up a few pillows, got a tall glass of water and set to work. Things started out well. Genesis is a firecracker of a book, lots of sex and violence and other stuff that, as a teenager, held my attention. Exodus was pretty cool, some good special effects with the plagues and Moses parting the sea. I made it about halfway through Exodus. And then came these strange laws and obscure instructions. The Ten Commandments were OK, although at the time I questioned that “honor thy father and mother” part. But then I got to things like, “All fowls that creep, going upon all four, shall be an abomination unto you. Yet these may ye eat of every flying creeping thing that goeth upon all four, which have legs above their feet, to leap withal upon the earth. Even these of them ye may eat; the locust after his kind, and the bald locust after his kind, and the beetle after his kind, and the grasshopper after his kind. But all other flying creeping things, which have four feet, shall be an abomination unto you.” I remember thinking two things: “Who eats bald locusts?” and then “I wonder what’s on TV.” That was the end of my first attempt to read the Bible.
What I learned from that experience, and what the Ethiopian confirms for us, is that sometimes the Bible is hard to understand. If it were easy to understand, we’d all know exactly what to believe, wouldn’t we? The reason we have all these denominations is that one person reads the Bible and says, “It obviously means this” and another person reads it and says, “I beg to differ, I think it means this” and then the first person says, “No it doesn’t, you idiot” and before you know it fingers are being pointed and punches are being thrown and then I have to step in between Michael and Nelson to separate them.
The Bible is not easy to understand and trying to understand it can make us feel like we’re not good enough. If the Bible is meant to be a lamp to our feet and a light to our path, as Psalm 119 says, then at times it can be illuminating, but at other times it’s blinding. Sometimes scripture is like a rock in your shoe, irritating you until you decide to give it some attention. During my first failed reading attempt I didn’t even make it to the prophets, and that’s probably a good thing, because they would have scared me half to death. The verses the Ethiopian quotes in this passage are from Isaiah, who talks about slaughtered sheep and sheared lambs and humiliation and deprivation. The eunuch was confused. I would be, too. And when the Bible confuses us, we have two choices.
We can do what I did when I first tried to read the Bible. We can give up. We can say, “This is too hard! I don’t get it. I wonder what’s on TV.” And that’s an understandable response. But here’s the danger with that approach. If we don’t figure out for ourselves what the Bible says, then we have to rely on someone else to do it for us. If you surrender your own desire to understand, then the only way you’ll gain knowledge is through someone else’s lens of interpretation, and there are a lot of voices out there who are more than happy to tell you what you should believe. Turn on just about any news program or talk radio show and folks will be glad to tell you what God really thinks about our president or immigrants or human sexuality or global warming. Do we really want to let someone else decide for us what to believe?
The other option is to do what the Ethiopian did. He read, and when he didn’t understand, he asked questions. He didn’t say to Phillip, “Just tell me what to believe.” He said, “Help me understand what this means.” He consulted a knowledgeable source who gave him the tools to interpret the Bible for himself. He didn’t give up, but stuck with the scripture, even when he didn’t understand it, until God shed some light on the meaning of it. I believe the Ethiopian was one of the spiritual forefathers of our denomination, the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ). I say that because one of our principles of identity is that we hold the centrality of scripture, recognizing that each person has the freedom – and the responsibility – to study God’s Word within the community of the church. We believe scripture speaks to each one of us, but it may say one thing to you and another thing to me, depending on our life experiences and current struggles and questions. I’ll never stand up here and tell you what to believe, because I believe you have a brain and would like to determine that for yourself.
In order to do that, the Ethiopian had to move beyond a surface reading by consulting Phillip. We have those same types of resources available to us today. You may not have Phillip walking around, but you have pastors and teachers who are willing to sit down with you and help you ask your questions. I don’t know if you’ve heard of this Gutenberg guy, but his printing press is pretty cool. Because of that, we also have resources like study bibles, bible dictionaries and commentaries which can help us delve into the Word of God and go beyond the sometimes perplexing surface. I believe a good study bible is the best tool we can have as Christians. If you need a recommendation for one, just ask me.
It’s important to note what might happen if you dare to read the Bible for yourself. After Phillip shares the Good News of Jesus with the Ethiopian, the Ethiopian is moved to respond by asking to be baptized. That’s the thing about God’s word. If you are truly paying attention, you can’t just hear it or read it and then not react. If the Bible puts a rock in our shoe, we have to do something about it. My friend David Shirey says not all scripture calls for the same response. Sometimes it calls for thanksgiving or apology, praise or sacrifice, a change of mind or a change of heart, moving us to say or do something or to stop saying or doing something. The Bible calls for all kinds of different responses, but it always calls for a response.
For me, initially, that response was, “Huh?” Then it became, “Me? Here? Now?” And after spending time with scripture, seeking to understand it, asking questions, allowing myself to be confused and convicted, encouraged and uplifted, my response has become, “Here I am, Lord. Here I am.” You’ve heard the Word. What’s your response?
04.19.09
This Week’s Sermon – Faith and Doubt
Greetings, everyone! The typical Sunday-after-Easter sermon is on the story of Doubting Thomas in John’s gospel. Because I usually take that week off after the busyness of Lent and Easter, I haven’t had the opportunity to preach on Thomas in many years. I find his story encouraging. I hope you do, too!
SCRIPTURE – John 20:19-31
On the evening of that first day of the week, when the disciples were together, with the doors locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” After he said this, he showed them his hands and side. The disciples were overjoyed when they saw the Lord. Again Jesus said, “Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.” And with that he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.”
Thomas (called Didymus), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.” A week later his disciples were in the house again, and Thomas was with them. Though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Jesus did many other miraculous signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.
SERMON
Faith and Doubt
John 20:19-31
April 19, 2009
Wow, wasn’t last weekend wonderful? We had a tremendous egg hunt, a great Easter breakfast and two amazing worship services. The lilies filled the sanctuary, the parking lot was full, I ate way too much Easter candy. It was great! In fact, that may be the best Easter I can remember here at CCC. I wish every Sunday could be Easter.
But it’s not, is it? Today isn’t Easter, it’s the Sunday after Easter. The lilies are gone, the parking lot isn’t nearly as full, and there’s not quite as much Easter candy left. Things have changed since last week. Last week it was easy to shout “He is risen!” and truly believe in God’s resurrection power.
But now a week has gone by, a week filled with harsh reminders that life still goes on, regardless of what last Sunday was like. There are still bills to be paid and deaths to deal with and things to get done. Life has changed since last Sunday. And they’ve changed for the disciples, as well. We aren’t reading about rolled away stones and empty tombs and dazzling angels. No, today it’s fearful disciples and locked doors and disturbing doubts.
But once again, the disciples have underestimated their leader. Jesus comes to them through locked doors and offers them what they need most at this hour — peace. Jesus also has some follow-up instructions for them: “As the father has sent me, so I send you.” He breathes into them the Holy Spirit, anointing them to do God’s work, the forgiving of sins.
So there we have it! The disciples’ fear is wiped away by the risen Lord and replaced with peace and assurance and a sending forth to be the church and spread God’s love and forgiveness and everybody lives happily ever after. A nice, tidy ending to our story.
Except for Thomas. While the other disciples were getting their marching orders, Thomas was AWOL. We are not sure where he was, why he wasn’t with the others. We all deal with grief in different ways. Maybe he was praying, maybe he was getting drunk, maybe he just needed to be alone. Whatever the reason, Thomas wasn’t there.
When the disciples came to him with their glorious news, all filled with excitement and stumbling to get their words out, Thomas refused to believe. There are a lot of things in life we’ll believe without seeing, but for Thomas, a resurrected savior is not one of those things. “Show me,” he says and thus earns the unfortunate nickname Doubting Thomas, as if the struggle to believe was a bad thing.
Now, there are probably some people who’d boo me right out of the pulpit for saying that. They’d say that there’s no place in church for doubt, because that shows weakness and a lack of commitment to God. They’re the people with the bumper stickers on their car that say, “God said it, I believe it, and that settles it!”, people who aren’t afraid to tell you what’s wrong with your belief and what’s right with theirs.
But the Bible has in it a rich history of doubters, and Thomas is just taking his place alongside other folks whose faith grew through doubt. Doubting Abraham laughed in disbelief when God told him his 90-year-old wife Sarah was going to give birth. Doubting Moses told God several times that he had the wrong guy when God tapped him to lead the Israelites out of Egypt. And Doubting Peter asked Jesus to let him walk across the Sea of Galilee, but got a nose full of sea water when he started to doubt. Abraham doubted. Moses doubted. Peter and the rest of the disciples doubted. So if you have doubts about God, you’re in good company, and we can add Thomas to that list. If those people doubted, and they made it into the final printing of the Bible, then having doubts can’t be all wrong, can it?
Clarence Darrow once wrote, “Just think of the tragedy of teaching children not to doubt.” I don’t believe in a doubtless faith. To have a doubtless faith you either have to be perfect, which none of us are, or so narrow-minded that there’s no room for questions, which none of us are, either. We’re all like Thomas, we all have faith, we all want to believe, but sometimes we need something more than words or books; we need to experience Christ. Doubt is not a sign of weakness; it’s a sign of a strong, vibrant faith, a searching and active faith. Frederick Beuchner once said, “Doubt is the ants in the pants of faith. It keeps us awake and moving.”
I think all of us, when faced with the story of the resurrection, respond at some level with incredulity. How can you not? What we’re talking about is physically impossible. I heard a comedian recently talk about how we take things for granted. He said, “I heard a lady complaining the other day about how her plane sat on the runway for 40 minutes before takeoff. I wanted to say to her, ‘And then what did you do? Did you FLY through the AIR?’” The comedian said, “Everybody on every plane should constantly be going, “Oh my gosh! Wow! We’re flying!”
I think our world has made us jaded to the miracles around us like technology and flight. We’ve come to expect those things to happen without a second thought. And when it comes to resurrection, we’ve heard the story so many times that we’re prone to hear it without realizing the magnitude of what has happened. You have to put yourself in Thomas’ sandals. If someone came up to you and said, “The guy we watched die on cross three days ago is walking through walls and bringing us words of peace,” how can you respond with anything but, “I don’t believe it”? This is not expected, this is not the same old stuff, this is anything but ordinary.
But how many of us left the sanctuary last week going, “Resurrection? I don’t believe it!” A man rose from the dead. He was dead. Now he’s alive. Every one of us, everybody who professes belief in Christ, should constantly be going, “Oh my gosh! Wow! Resurrection!”
In a sense, that’s what Thomas does. After expressing his doubt, he’s not shunned or ridiculed. He’s not told he just needs to have more faith. Jesus takes his doubt seriously and answers Thomas. He comes to him and says,” See my hands? See my side? See what I did for you? Touch and believe.” And Thomas responds with the greatest statement of faith in the whole Bible: “My lord and my God!”
Despite his doubts, or maybe because of them, Thomas did find a deeper, richer faith. Do you know when, though? It wasn’t on Easter Sunday. It was eight days after Easter. That would be tomorrow. That’s pretty significant. Can you think of a less inspirational day to come to faith than a Monday? It’s easy to believe on Easter, when the placed is packed and the choir is rocking and the joy is overflowing. On Easter, it’s easy to cry out, “My Lord and my God!”
But have you ever tried doing it eight days after Easter? On a Monday, of all days? When the lilies are gone, when the all that’s left in the Easter basket is some plastic green grass. Can we still make the same confession now that we made last Sunday? A naïve faith can’t do that. I believe only a faith that has asked the tough questions and persevered in the search for answers can proclaim Jesus as messiah eight days after Easter. I bet those were a long eight days for Thomas. Some folks probably won’t make it that far; the crowds are already thinning out from last week.
But I believe Jesus built the church around folks like Thomas. People who doubt are the cornerstone of the church, people who hear the Good News and scratch their head and say, “Risen? No, I can’t believe it.” Christ’s church is meant to be made up of people with ants in their pants, whose faith is kept awake and moving by their questions and the search for answers.
And I believe Jesus answers us. Just as Thomas was given the invitation to touch and feel, we are given the invitation to taste and see. Each time we come to communion, we are reminded that the risen Christ is among us, bringing peace, offering forgiveness, sharing the Holy Spirit. Communion is our opportunity to ask our questions, name our fears, hear words of assurance like “This is my body, broken for you,” and then to respond faithfully. When you taste the bread, when you drink the cup, that is Christ saying to you, “I am here.”
There’s one more quote from Frederick Beuchner worth sharing. He said, “An agnostic is someone who is not sure whether there is a God. That is some of us all of the time, and all of us some of the time.” If he’s right, and my experience tells me he is, at some point in our lives, we all doubt. Look at this world we live in. How can we not at times have doubt? If Thomas, who was there, still doubted, how can we, even the most faithful among us, not doubt when faced with the reality of life?
I hope you have doubts. I hope you have persistent questions about God. I hope you never are faced with the awesomeness of God’s work and say, “Yep, I believe it.” I hope you keep asking questions and voicing concerns and expressing doubts until one day you experience something so wonderful, so amazing, so life-changing, that your only response then will be “My Lord and my God!” Maybe, as we come to the table, that day will be today.
04.12.09
Easter Sermon – He Is Risen!
Happy Easter, everyone!
SCRIPTURE – Matthew 27:57-28:15
As evening approached, there came a rich man from Arimathea, named Joseph, who had himself become a disciple of Jesus. Going to Pilate, he asked for Jesus’ body, and Pilate ordered that it be given to him. Joseph took the body, wrapped it in a clean linen cloth, and placed it in his own new tomb that he had cut out of the rock. He rolled a big stone in front of the entrance to the tomb and went away. Mary Magdalene and the other Mary were sitting there opposite the tomb.
The next day, the one after Preparation Day, the chief priests and the Pharisees went to Pilate. “Sir,” they said, “we remember that while he was still alive that deceiver said, ‘After three days I will rise again.’ So give the order for the tomb to be made secure until the third day. Otherwise, his disciples may come and steal the body and tell the people that he has been raised from the dead. This last deception will be worse than the first.” “Take a guard,” Pilate answered. “Go, make the tomb as secure as you know how.” So they went and made the tomb secure by putting a seal on the stone and posting the guard.
After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. 4The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men.
The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.’ Now I have told you.” So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. “Greetings,” he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me.”
While the women were on their way, some of the guards went into the city and reported to the chief priests everything that had happened. When the chief priests had met with the elders and devised a plan, they gave the soldiers a large sum of money, telling them, “You are to say, ‘His disciples came during the night and stole him away while we were asleep.’ If this report gets to the governor, we will satisfy him and keep you out of trouble.” So the soldiers took the money and did as they were instructed. And this story has been widely circulated among the Jews to this very day.
SERMON
Matthew 27:57-28:15
April 12, 2009
I’ve decided that Easter Sunday is both the easiest and hardest day on which to preach. It’s easy to preach on Easter because, well, it’s Easter! Frankly, it’s hard to mess this one up. And even if I do mess it up, it’s Easter! It’s a day of forgiveness and new life and resurrection. I tell you, not even a bad sermon can squelch the joy of this day, but I’m going to try not to test that theory today.
This is also a hard day to preach. Not just because most of you are probably already thinking about Easter dinner, although that might be true. I understand the purpose of preaching to be about education and inspiration. But this is Easter, and there’s nothing I have to say that can educate you about the mystery of the Resurrection, and no words I offer that can even come close to the inspiration of “He is risen!” What do you preach on Easter that can top that?
Martin Luther said, “Our Lord has written the promise of the resurrection, not in books alone, but in every leaf in springtime.” Creation does such a better job of educating and inspiring. When the weather starts to warm up, the flowers bloom, the trees bud, the birds sing, whose spirit isn’t lifted up? The resurrection of creation each spring is its own sermon that far exceeds anything a preacher has to say on Easter Sunday. But this is my job, my calling, and so here I am, trying to find words to say to you about something that is indescribably joyous and altogether incredible.
As a former journalist, my first instinct is to explain what happened on Easter morning. I love digging into a biblical writings and studying the historical context in which it was written, the culture of ancient times, the meaning behind the author’s intent. In most cases, the Bible is wonderfully rich source of study. I like taking a “let’s get to the bottom of this” approach to the Bible passages.
But in this story, there’s not much we can explain. In fact, even the people who experienced it couldn’t explain it. The women are scared out of their wits. The disciples are flabbergasted. And the religious leaders are so stunned they concoct a half-cooked cover-up to try and make sense of a rolled-away stone and an empty tomb. They give the soldiers some hush money and tell them to say, “His disciples came during the night and stole him away while we were asleep.” The religious leaders figure this blatant lie will be enough to fool the local governor, which shows that Roman politicians and Illinois politicians might have had a lot in common. The disciples are responsible for this hoax, the resurrection didn’t really happen, and Jesus stays dead, where it’s a lot easier to keep him under control.
Of course this story is ridiculous and full of holes. Let’s cross-examine, shall we? First of all, if this stone was so big, wouldn’t the guards hear the disciples rolling it away? For the soldiers, the penalty for falling asleep while on duty was death. Would they dare risk their lives, and would they all fall asleep at once? And if they were asleep, how do they know the disciples stole the body? These disciples, who didn’t have the guts to attend the crucifixion, now are supposed to have had the courage to steal a body from a well-guarded tomb? For me it’s easier to believe in the Easter Bunny than it is to believe this conspiracy theory.
But I don’t blame the religious leaders for trying. After all, their faith and their way of living were at stake. If the only explanation for what happened on Easter morning is that Jesus really was resurrected, that means they have some serious crow-eating to do. They’ve spent the last few years hounding Jesus, trying to discredit him, attempting to trip him up with trick questions, and finally resorting to false allegations and violence to get him out of the way. If it turns out that this guy Jesus really was who he said he was and the Jewish religious leaders backed the wrong horse, somebody is in trouble. So they do what they can to keep Jesus dead, because that can be explained.
What a contrast between the chief priests and the women at the tomb. When the women see the empty tomb and encounter the resurrected Jesus, they don’t pull out their reporter’s notepad and start asking questions. “So, Jesus, how do you feel? Was dark it in there? Are you rested?” No, they fall at his feet in worship. Yet when the priests hear what’s happened, they try to make sense of it, and that desire for an explanation becomes a stumbling block to their belief.
Wanting an explanation is human nature. It would seem that if there’s Someone greater in charge of all of this, then life must somehow make sense. If we can explain the resurrection, then we can explain everything about life. But life doesn’t make sense. I don’t see how anyone could read the Bible or the Easter story and come away thinking it paints a picture of a world that makes sense. Nothing about Jesus’ life makes sense. The virgin birth, the healing stories, multiplying the loaves and fish, his patience and forgiveness, his willingness to die on the cross. None of that makes sense. It’s not supposed to. If we can’t explain his life and his death, then we certainly can’t explain his resurrection.
I know it would be so much easier to believe if we had concrete evidence to explain what happened on Easter. But the reality is that if we need tangible proof of the Resurrection in order for our faith to be meaningful, we don’t have much to work with. None of the four gospels describe the resurrection. Matthew, Mark, Luke, John – none of them tell us what happened when Jesus was resurrected. All we are told is the after-effects: the empty tomb, the angel, the frightened women, the appearances of a risen Christ. It’s like a Looney Tunes cartoon where Bugs Bunny is staring down the barrel of Elmer Fudd’s gun. One moment Bugs is there, and the next moment he’s gone, with only a few puffs of smoke and squiggly lines where he used to be. We didn’t see him actually leave; we only see the after-effects.
In fact, the only evidence that we DO have is the empty tomb, the ultimate after-effect. Some would say that’s the basis for some faulty logic. We are trying to prove the existence of something by saying what’s not there. We believe if the tomb is empty, then Christ must be risen. And yet for 2000 years, starting with the chief priests, people have been trying to draw some other conclusion that makes sense, that doesn’t require them to let go of logic and reason and just believe. But we can’t escape the fact that the tomb is empty. He’s not in there.
Sitting here this morning, we are again confronted with the after-effects of resurrection and like the chief priests, we are given a choice. To believe or not to believe. To accept or to try and explain it away. I believe that to embrace and worship a living Christ, like the women did when he appeared to them, we have to live in light of the resurrection’s real impact on our lives and our faith. If Christ is still dead in this story 2000 years ago, then Christ is still dead today.
But I believe the resurrection not only was real back then, but it is real today, and that reality compels us to live our lives with a resurrection perspective. Nothing in our lives can help us make sense of the resurrection; instead, it is the resurrection that can help us make sense of our lives. Sometime life is so brutal, so unfair, that it ONLY makes sense when seen through the resurrection. Whether it’s dealing with our aging parents, the loss of our job, or a battle with illness, the empty tomb puts all our sorrow into perspective when we know that because Jesus lives, we can face tomorrow. The promises of the resurrection are real and they belong to us when we give up our attempts to understand and simply worship.
The concern with not believing the resurrection happened the first time is that we then don’t believe it can happen again. We have no expectation of resurrection. If you don’t believe in the resurrection, what are you expecting today, this most holy of days? Are we expecting – yawn – another Easter? Or are we expecting resurrection? Are we expecting something important to come back to life – our dreams, our hopes, our strength to endure challenges, our broken relationships? A resurrected Savior is one that can bring dead things back to life – dead ends, dead opportunities, even a dead faith.
We can stay rooted in the past, fretting over the historical validity of the resurrection. We can stay rooted in our own past, fretting over things we’ve done, beating ourselves or others up for past sins. But Matthew’s account makes one thing very clear without a doubt: Jesus is not back there.
Author John Purdy said, “God is not in the past, shut up in the tomb of our sins, our youthful indiscretions, our wasted opportunities, our shattered hopes and dreams. God is ahead of us – in our future, out there freeing us from our past, easing the pain, feeding the hungry, making for peace, washing the feet, raising the dead. God is gone ahead of us and he is out there waiting for us to get moving.”
Do you want proof that Jesus rose from the dead? OK, I’ve got proof. Look around. You are the evidence of the resurrection. You are the after-effects. You are the proof that Christ is risen and alive and at work in this world. When you live with a resurrection perspective, when you allow the strength of Christ to be your strength and the love of Christ to be your love, when you endure and persevere and overcome through your faith in Christ, you become proof of his vibrant power, you testify to his living grace. When you expect resurrection in your life, your life becomes a testimony that shouts, “He is risen!”
The tomb is empty. Christ has risen. He’s calling us forward as witnesses to his resurrection. Are we just going to sit here? Or are we going to get moving?
03.29.09
This Week’s Sermon – Prayers from the Cross
This week I finished up my sermon series on prayer by looking at Jesus’ prayers from the cross. I found this sermon series to be much more difficult to put together than I had imagined. I think that is because the power of prayer is experiential. It’s more effective to experience prayer at work than to try and teach about it. Anyway, I hope the sermons were instructive and maybe even inspiring. Have a blessed week!
SCRIPTURE – Selections from Luke and Mark’s crucifixion account
When they came to the place called the Skull, there they crucified him, along with the criminals—one on his right, the other on his left. Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots. The people stood watching, and the rulers even sneered at him. They said, “He saved others; let him save himself if he is the Christ of God, the Chosen One.” The soldiers also came up and mocked him. They offered him wine vinegar and said, “If you are the king of the Jews, save yourself.” And at the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?”—which means, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” When some of those standing near heard this, they said, “Listen, he’s calling Elijah.” One man ran, filled a sponge with wine vinegar, put it on a stick, and offered it to Jesus to drink. “Now leave him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to take him down,” he said. It was now about the sixth hour, and darkness came over the whole land until the ninth hour, for the sun stopped shining. And the curtain of the temple was torn in two. Jesus called out with a loud voice, “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.” When he had said this, he breathed his last.
SERMON
Talking to God sermon series
Sermon 5 – Prayers from the Cross
Luke 23:33-36; Mark 15: 33-36; Luke 23:44-46
March 29, 2009
If you take into account all four gospels, Jesus speaks from the cross seven different times. Three of those seven are prayers which were included in the selections of scripture I read today. They are three very different prayers, but I believe they capture the totality of what Jesus was feeling during his time on the cross.
This morning we finish our sermon series on prayer at the most appropriate place: at the cross, at the end of Jesus’ life. We’ve looked his teachings about prayer, listened to his parables, and eavesdropped on his own prayers in the Garden of Gethsemane. But now we’re going to stand at the foot of the cross and listen to Jesus as he says his final words.
I often get asked the questions, “If Jesus was God, was he praying to himself?” of “If Jesus was God, did God die on the cross?” Geez, what do I look like, a minister? The prevailing belief is that Jesus is the only person in the history of existence who was both fully human and fully divine. It’s reflected in his name: Jesus (his given earthly name) and Christ (which means “messiah” or “anointed one”). Jesus’ full humanity means that he knows how it feels to be one of us, and everything he experienced, even on the cross, he experienced as a human being. Jesus’ full divinity means he was truly one with God, that through him God came to earth to dwell among us, and that the promises Jesus makes are divine promises.
Jesus was both fully human and fully divine, and at different times during his life and ministry he was living out those two aspects. For example, at times he forgives sins, which was believed to be an action only God could do. He performs miraculous healings and commands demons to flee. That’s the divinity of Jesus at work. At other times we see Jesus displaying a full range of human emotions and feelings: anger, grief, compassion. He worked as a carpenter, he wore clothes and ate meals. When he prayed in Gethsemane for God to take this cup from him, his was at his most human. Jesus was both fully divine and fully human.
That has implications for how we hear Jesus’ words from the cross. When he proclaims to the thief that he will be with Jesus in paradise, that’s a divine promise. But I believe all three of Jesus’ prayers are offered out of his humanity, his total human experience of the crucifixion. That’s important because if we are to believe that Jesus truly knows what it’s like to suffer, we have to believe he truly suffered. And that’s the only way we can learn about prayer. When I’m going through my own dark times in my life, I have to know that Jesus felt what I feel in order for his prayers to make sense to me.
The first prayer we have is Jesus asking for forgiveness for those who have crucified him. That’s a hard one. I had a great conversation with someone this past week on the issue of forgiveness. If someone has wronged me in a painful and egregious way, is forgiveness even possible? Here Jesus is, hands and feet nailed to a cross, asking God to forgive those who drove the spikes and signed his death warrant. Praying for forgiveness sounds like a noble thing to do until you’re the one who has to do the forgiving. Then we don’t want the power to be merciful; we want justice. Yet it’s very tempting for a prayer for justice to become a prayer for vengeance. Jesus realized that those who sinned against him didn’t need God’s wrath as much as they needed God’s mercy.
So are we to pray in the same way, asking for God to forgive those who wrong us? I wish it were that easy, but we are not Jesus. And yet that shouldn’t stop us from working toward a spirit of forgiveness in our own lives toward others, because of what God has done for us. You see, when Jesus says, “Forgive them, because they don’t know what they are doing,” he wasn’t just talking about the Pharisees and the Roman soldiers. He was talking about you and me, as well. The Lenten season is a sobering reminder that we are as in need of a Savior as anyone. We work toward forgiveness because we have been forgiven, and our prayers to God, especially during our darkest times, should reflect that. Forgiveness of others may not come easy, but it is better to spend out lives working toward forgiveness than to live life harboring resentment against someone else.
The compassion of Jesus’ first prayer from the cross is a stark contrast to his second one: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” To put it in more modern terms, “Where are you, God? Don’t you see what I’m going through? Have you forgotten about me down here?” When we feel like asking those questions, we are taking our place alongside Jesus, who also felt forgotten by God.
And yet, even in the midst of his anguish, there’s something to learn from Jesus about prayer. First, it’s important to note that even though Jesus is at the lowest point in his life, the point when he felt the furthest from God, he still cries out “My God, my God.” This is a cry of distress, not a cry of distrust. It demonstrates a baseline belief that there is a God, even if God doesn’t feel close. To pray is to affirm your belief in God’s existence, whether or not God feels particularly present at that moment in time. The irony of Jesus’ painful prayer is that it’s a sign of great intimacy with God.
Jesus is quoting here from Psalm 22, a psalm of lament that expresses pain at the feeling of abandonment. Not just pain, but anger. The psalmist writes, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry out by day but you do not answer.” There is nothing polite or reserved about what Jesus is doing here. This is raw emotion that Jesus is showing.
I’m thankful for that. Because regardless of my theology about God’s goodness or my belief about how much God loves me, there are times in life when I feel like I have been forsaken, like God is so far from me. What Jesus’ prayer tells me is that it’s OK not only to feel this, but to express it in no uncertain terms. When we have relationship with someone, there are going to be times when there is strife or conflict. To express that to God directly is a testament to the strength of our faith. If Jesus, in his most human moment, was capable of questioning God’s faithfulness, I think we should be afforded the same opportunity.
It’s often when we express our grief or anger or sorrow that God’s presence becomes most palpable to us. Henri Nouwen writes, “When God’s absence was most loudly expressed, God’s presence was most profoundly revealed.” Psalm 22 goes on to say, “I will declare God’s name to my brothers; in the congregation I will praise God. For God has not despised or disdained the suffering of the afflicted one; God has not hidden his face from him but has listened to his cry for help.” When we cry to God about feeling forsaken, God hears us and responds, “Remember Jesus? I know what you are going through and I am with you.”
The last prayer Jesus offers from the cross are his last words and an appropriate ending to his life: “Father, into Your hands I commend my spirit.” The first recorded words of Jesus in the gospels were when he was found in the temple and says to his parents, “Don’t you know that I had to be about my father’s business?” And now that business is finished.
Notice in these last words there were no curses from his mouth. Instead, he ends his life with a prayer of faith, the same prayer that Jewish mothers taught their children to say at bedtime every night. In the end, he’s in God’s hands. Other hands have beaten him with a whip, pushed a crown of thorns onto his head, slapped him, shoved him. But those hands don’t have the last word. Now he is in God’s hands.
Jesus’ last prayer for the cross is act of submission, not unlike Jesus’ prayer in the garden that God’s will be done. It is only when Jesus hands over his life to God that God is able to bring about redemption and resurrection. Jesus finishes his business, gives his spirit to God and trusts in God’s transformative powers. That’s an important prayer to remember for those of us who are subject other powers in our lives. Some may have thought that when Jesus said these words and died, the powers of evil had won. The Romans had won. The mob that shouted “Crucify him!” had won. But when Jesus surrendered himself to God, he ensured that none of those powers would have the last word. God would have the last word.
When we face difficult times, even death, we may feel that God is far off and the dark side is winning. But what Jesus’ prayer tells us is that evil doesn’t win. Cancer doesn’t win. The drunk driver doesn’t win. Death doesn’t win. When we submit our spirit, God wins. God has the last word.
As I’ve said before, prayer is not about bending God’s will to ours, but submitting ourselves to God’s will. That’s not something we have to wait until the end of our lives to do. Each day we can commend ourselves to God’s hands, asking God to have the last word in our lives, submitting ourselves to God’s restoring presence and transformative power. Jesus died so that in our lives, God would win.
As we move closer to Good Friday, there’s one more observation to make about Jesus’ prayers from the cross, and that is the fact that, during his darkest time, during his hour of death, Jesus prayed to his Heavenly Father, to his God. We are called to pray, to talk to God, to share our fears, our anger, our joy, our pain. Even when God feels furthest away, even when we don’t know if anyone’s listening, we are called to pray. We pray because Jesus prayed, and from his prayers came the hope and joy of Easter. Prayer carries with it the power to resurrect, the power to illuminate the darkness of our lives with the promise of new life. Prayer helps us make sense of our often senseless lives. As Christians, we pray because we believe we are heard. Thanks be to God.
03.22.09
This Week’s Sermon – What to Pray When You Don’t Know What to Pray
Happy day, everyone! I continue my sermon series on prayer by looking at Jesus’ time of prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane. It’s not an easy passage, but I believe it can be instructive for us. Jesus doesn’t not act like how I would want him to act in this situation, but therein lies the place of learning for me. I hope it’s meaningful for you, as well.
SCRIPTURE – Matthew 26:36-46
Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.” He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.” Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?” he asked Peter. “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.”
He went away a second time and prayed, “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done.” When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing. Then he returned to the disciples and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and resting? Look, the hour is near, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us go! Here comes my betrayer!”
SERMON
What to Pray When You Don’t Know What to Pray
Matthew 26:36-46
March 22, 2009
I would imagine any religious tour of the Holy Land would include a visit to the Garden of Gethsemane. I’ve never been there but I’ve seen pictures, and it looks beautiful. It’s a peaceful little garden among a grove of ancient olive trees, looking back at the eastern wall of Jerusalem. I’m sure it’s meaningful place to visit.
But there are other Gethsemanes in the world and these places aren’t so picturesque. My guess is we’ve all been to at least one of them. They are the places where no one wants to be, places of agony and of fear, places where times are so traumatic you don’t even know what to pray. As we continue our sermon series on prayer this morning, we’re going to look at Jesus’ time of prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane.
This event in Matthew occurs right after the Last Supper in the Upper Room and right before Jesus’ arrest. It’s not an easy passage to deal with. William Barclay said it’s a passage we must approach on our knees. Jesus knows what’s coming, he knows God’s plan, and he wants to take time to pray to prepare himself for it. He brings along three of his most trusted disciples, hoping that they will provide strength and support for him as he prepares for his final hours. It’s good to have friends and family around us during times like these.
This passage is a bit unnerving and could shake our faith a bit. The picture of Jesus here is not one of a confident Messiah, turning over tables and casting our demons. This is not Jesus the heroic action figure. He doesn’t say, “I’ll be back!” He says, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.” He wants his friends close by. This is Jesus at his most human.
And can you blame him? No one wants to die at 33, especially in such a brutal way as crucifixion. Jesus realizes that this is it. Gethsemane is that place in life where you realize you are out of options. No amount of bargaining can save you. You are on your knees. You are afraid to go forward and you can’t go back. Things are bad, but something worse might be on its way.
Gethsemane for me was a hospital bed in Columbus, Ind., where I waited to hear a doctor’s diagnosis. I knew I couldn’t go back, but I really didn’t want to go forward, either. Hospital rooms often turn into Gethsemanes. As do funeral homes and tension-filled family rooms. And the boss’ office. And a courtroom. There are other Gethsemanes in the world and life changes forever there. Something dies. Something is never the same.
So what do you pray during those times? What do you pray when you don’t know what you want to happen? Sure, it would be great if God would swoop down and miraculously cure us or rescue us from our own bad decisions. But if we know in our hearts that we have to move forward and we don’t know what lies ahead, what do we pray?
Jesus’ prayer in Gethsemane is both surprising and instructive. First, it’s interesting to note that Jesus’ natural response to the crisis is prayer. He already had developed a relationship with God, so during his darkest hour, he turns to God almost as an involuntary action. On one of our mission trips, a youth fell and hurt her tailbone. While we waited for an ambulance, the host minister gathered us around the girl and said, “C’mon, let’s be about doing what we’re supposed to do.” And we prayed for her. In Gethsemane, we are often rendered so helpless, so immobile, that the only thing we can do is pray. Prayer is a necessity because otherwise life would feel intolerable.
If you didn’t know this story, what would you expect Jesus to say in his prayer? How would you expect the Messiah to pray at this moment? “Dear God, I’m ready, let’s get this thing moving.” “Dear God, I trust that everything’s going to be OK, so bring on the Romans.” I would probably expect Jesus to exude a quiet confidence in the face of death.
Instead, we get this: “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me.” What? Jesus can’t say that! He’s Jesus! And yet, this statement is full of the last thing you would expect from the Messiah – fear. Jesus is afraid. He doesn’t want to go through with what lies ahead. He knows what is to come, and if it’s all the same to God, Jesus would rather take a pass. Jesus knows what it is like to struggle when he prayed.
Fear is an incredibly strong motivator in our lives. It can either drive us to do things we shouldn’t, or keep us from doing things we should. Jesus had the prescient knowledge to know exactly what was coming, but often times our fear is driven more by what we don’t know. When the future is uncertain, we often fill in the blanks in our own mind with worst-case scenarios.
My grandmother used to live in California, and one summer when I was about eight I went to visit her. Now, I was a bit apprehensive about the visit because I knew that California was the home of Bigfoot, and I had an intense fear of Bigfoot. Forget that Bigfoot lived in Northern California and my grandmother lived in Los Angeles. I was sure that if Bigfoot knew I was in the state, he would track me down.
One day my grandmother went outside for a minute, and I was left in her mobile home by myself. Mobile homes tend to creak and groan a bit, and every time I heard a noise I pictured those big hairy paws reaching out to grab me. I ended up running outside and waiting in the middle of the street for my grandmother to come back. If Bigfoot was going to get me, I wanted witnesses.
Fear of what could lie ahead is a powerful force in our lives and even Jesus wasn’t immune to it. It may sound odd, but that’s comforting to me. When Jesus is facing his ultimate test, he doesn’t do so with supreme confidence. He’s scared. “Father, if it’s possible, don’t make me go through this.” If our Savior was scared, then he knows what I feel like when I am in my own Gethsemane.
Jesus’ prayer doesn’t end there. He goes on to say, “Yet not as I will, but as you will.” Ah, there’s that “will” word again. Remember in the Lord’s prayer? “THY will be done.” Prayer is not about bending God to our wills. It is about inviting God’s will into our lives – even if God’s will doesn’t match our will.
That’s hard. I always want God’s will to match mine. When I pray for someone to be healed, I want that to be God’s will. When I pray for something good to happen to me or someone I love, I want that to be God’s will. Are those bad things to pray for? I’m not praying for God to hurt anyone or dump a load of money on me or break a natural law. I simply want what I think is best.
Jesus’ prayer in Gethsemane illustrates a crucial concept about how we are to pray during such times. Even in his fear and struggle, Jesus models for us how to accept what we can’t understand, how to trust in God’s presence even when it feels like God is absent. When we pray as Jesus prays here, we might not see how God is working or understand how God will bring good out of a situation, but by praying we are affirming that we believe God is present and working, so we relinquish our own rights and pray that God’s will be done.
It’s fitting that the Garden of Gethsemane is an olive tree grove. In fact, the name probably means “olive press.” Olives would be picked and pressed and the oil then used for a variety of purposes, including in anointing. A person was anointed with oil as a way of signifying God’s presence with them, as a way of consecrating them for God’s work. In fact, the term “Messiah” literally means “the anointed one.”
So maybe our Gethsemanes are not only places of struggle, places of pain, but also places of anointing. Maybe our Gethsemanes are not only places of darkness and death, but places of resurrection and new life. My time in a hospital bed gave me a new understanding of the power of prayer and opened up opportunities for me to minister to others. Maybe our Gethsemanes are places were God anoints us, consecrates us, calls us to be faithful. In our Gethsemane prayers, we kneel before God to receive anointing so we can then stand up and face our challenges.
One thing is for sure: there’s no running away from our fears. The paths of our lives lead us through Gethsemane, not around it. We all will spend time in the garden, driven to our knees by our struggles and our despair. And we may feel like our prayers are not being heard or answered. Realize that even Jesus heard “no” as an answer to his prayer. The cup was not taken from him. God did not save him from his future. But that doesn’t mean Jesus didn’t pray hard enough or that he wasn’t faithful enough. Sometimes there are things in life that we simply cannot understand.
So we walk into our Gethsemane times in life, knowing we can’t go back, afraid to go forward. But we do not face those fears alone. We are accompanied by the one who spent time in the real Gethsemane, with a soul overwhelmed with sorrow. Jesus is with us during those times. And as we pray for God’s will to be done, we are reminded that on the other side of Gethsemane, resurrection awaits. It may not be exactly what we want, it may not be our will, but we trust that it is God’s will, and that God will be with us. When we’re in those dark times, we need to be about doing what we’re supposed to do. “Lord, please take this cup from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.”
03.19.09
This Week’s Sermon – How Jesus Taught Us to Pray
Hi everyone! We continue our sermon series on prayer by looking at the prayer Jesus taught his disciples. Do we say it so often that we forget it’s meaning? I hope this sermon helps.
SCRIPTURE – Matthew 6:5-15
”And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.
”This, then, is how you should pray:
” ‘Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.’ For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.
SERMON
Talking to God sermon series
#3 – How Jesus Taught Us to Pray
Matthew 6:5-15
March 15, 2009
It’s interesting that we call this “The Lord’s Prayer” because it really isn’t the Lord’s prayer. It’s the disciples’ prayer. In Matthew, Jesus teaches the prayer as part of his Sermon on the Mount. In Luke he teaches it in direct response to the disciples’ request, “Lord, teach us to pray.” What he offers is what we have come to know as the Lord’s Prayer.
As we continue our sermon series on prayer, I believe we have to work hard to approach this passage with an open mind. For most of us this prayer is so familiar that we might miss what’s going on here. We all know this prayer. We’ve said it a zillion times. In fact, the Lord’s Prayer is the second most frequently spoken prayer in the world, right behind, “Dear Lord, please don’t tell me I locked my keys in the car.” The danger with such a familiar prayer like the Lord’s Prayer is that it can become rote and lose its flavor. When you’ve said it so much, do you even know what you’re saying?
Just the fact that Jesus gives us this prayer in the context of a teaching moment makes an interesting point: We have to be taught to pray. In the public speaking class I teach, I talk about how everyone assumes they know how to listen well. If you have two ears, you can listen. But actually, good listening is a skill that must be learned. Prayer is the same way. Praying takes learning and practice. Jesus gives a couple examples of not praying well – praying to be heard by others or praying lengthy prayers with the hopes of boring God into answering just so we’ll shut up. That’s not the point of prayer, Jesus says.
Instead, said Jesus, there’s another way to pray. There are several things we can learn from this prayer that are applicable to our own prayer life. If you want to be better at praying, this is a good place to start. First, did you notice how it doesn’t start? It doesn’t start by asking for stuff. Jesus doesn’t encourage us to lay out a shopping list of needs. Interestingly, asking is a part of this prayer, but not until we give God the proper praise and acknowledgment. No matter how urgent our request, it is only when God is given God’s proper place that all other things fall into their places.
The prayer starts with an interesting paradox that I think defines a lot about our faith. The statement “our Father” connotes a special kind of intimacy without being too chummy. It conveys a parental closeness with a healthy sense of reverence. But it’s followed up with “in heaven.” So right away we are encouraged to acknowledge God’s intimate closeness and God’s majestic Otherness, covering the totality of who God is for us. God is both our Parent and the ruler of the Cosmos.
And God’s name should be hallowed. To hallow something is to treat it as sacred. “Hallowed” is like “haloed.” It’s a way of giving God honor: “Your name is holy.” It’s another way of saying that the One to whom we pray is greater than we could ever imagine. We speak a lot of names during the day, but we should speak God’s name differently.
Growing up, I knew I was in trouble when I got called by my first and middle name: “Kory Thomas!” In fact, I still say that to myself when I mess up. Often we can tell simply by the tone of voice if someone is mad at us or happy with us or adoring us. I hear it from my girls all the time (say “Daddy” several different ways). But we are to speak God’s name differently. We are to speak God’s name in a way that conveys the holiness and reverence it deserves.
Next comes the first request of the prayer, but it’s not a personal request. Jesus says, “Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.” This is not some pie-in-the-sky request. First and foremost, before we ask anything for ourselves, we must acknowledge that it is God’s will that must be done. In Jesus’ days it was believed that God’s kingdom was indeed coming soon, that God would come to earth and restore peace and harmony. People wanted that to happen more than they wanted anything else: “Your kingdom come.”
I think how we say this line says something about what we believe. I always thought you said it with the emphasis on the nouns of the sentence: “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done.” But I learned from a very wise person that the emphasis probably belongs on the pronouns instead: “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done.” There are a lot of kingdoms in the world competing for prominence and a lot of wills jostling to be done (our own included!). By shifting the cadence in how we say this line, we are committing to our role of putting God’s kingdom and God’s will first in our lives.
Only after praising God, revering God’s name and lifting up the priority of God’s will does Jesus offer the first personal petition: “Give us this day our daily bread.” Notice again the pronouns. You will not find “I, me, mine” in this prayer. It’s all “we, us, ours.” Through this prayer we are knitted together with other believers into one community under God’s love and power. Our prayers are meant to seek God’s goodness for everyone, not just for ourselves. Prayers that seek blessings at the expense of others go against the teaching here. If we pray harm on someone else, if we pray to be lifted up at someone else’s expense, we’re not praying the Lord’s prayer.
This line about bread alludes to the Israelites’ time wandering in the wilderness, when God provided manna for them each day. Each morning, when they woke up and came out of their tents, there was bread on the ground. They were only to gather enough for that day; if they took more, it would go bad. That’s almost a foreign concept to us today, isn’t it? Taking only what we need to survive each day. I continue to be astounded at the size of the portions restaurants serve. I ordered a salad the other day and the bowl was so big I sat in the middle of it to eat. It’s almost obscene how much food we have at our disposal, and how much of it gets disposed. There’s an imbalance in this world. There are those who have way too much to eat, and those who don’t have nearly enough. This line in the prayer promises that we will take each day only what we need to sustain us, allowing others the chance to do the same.
But this line is about more than just nutritional sustenance. When Jesus is being tempted by Satan in the desert, Jesus tells him, “Man does not live by bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.” This line acknowledges that, just like we need to eat every day, we need contact with God every day. That relationship is as essential as the food we eat. We can’t store it all up on Sunday and then not talk to God for six days. We need daily feeding and contact as a way of recognizing our dependence on God’s abiding presence in our lives. Our daily bread, our daily sustenance, is our relationship and connection with God. If we are not nurturing that, we are starving ourselves.
Next comes the line that gives a lot of people fits: “Forgive us our debts” – that part is OK – “as we also have forgiven our debtors.” Oh dear. That part doesn’t go down so smoothly. As you know, in this church we use “debts.” Other churches use “sins” and the Catholic church uses “trespasses.” It’s like the little boy who was reciting the Lord ’s Prayer and said, “And forgive us our trash baskets, as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets.”
That’s actually a pretty good way to describe it. People DO put trash in our baskets, don’t they? And we’re often tempted to put trash right back into their baskets! Imagine if each time we said something against someone else, we were putting trash in their baskets. That might make me think twice about what I say and do. But – to extend the metaphor well beyond its usefulness – God has emptied the trash we’ve put in God’s basket. God has forgiven us of our debts, our sins, our trespasses. And because of that gift of grace, we are compelled to extend the same to others.
This isn’t a causal relationship here. We don’t forgive others in order to be forgiven. We forgive others as proof that we have received forgiveness. We can’t open our hands to receive God’s pardon if our fists are still closed against others. Forgiveness begets forgiveness, including the forgiving of ourselves.
The last line of Matthew’s version of the Lord’s Prayer is, “And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the Evil One.” This has always puzzled some folks. Why would God lead us into temptation? Isn’t that Satan’s job? But a more accurate translation is, “And do not lead us into a time of testing.” There is actually a biblical history of God testing people: he did it with Abraham, he did it with Job. Jesus is simply telling the disciples to ask for God’s protection at all times against the Evil One who is constantly trying to weaken our defenses and erode our resolve. We can’t live this life alone. We need God with us.
That’s the prayer Jesus offers as a model for how we are to approach God. I think it makes some pretty amazing claims about our prayers. It tells me that we don’t pray to inform God of something God doesn’t already know or to try and change God’s mind. We don’t pray to try and bend God’s will to ours. Prayer is the submission of the creature to the Creator. Prayer is aligning ourselves in trust and acknowledging our need. When we pray, it is we who are changed as we express our dependence on God’s goodness and mercy. We are confessing that we believe in a God who listens to us.
Jesus offers this prayer, not as a command, but as an invitation. We are invited to be in conversation with the One whose name is holy but who loves us like a parent. We are invited to participate in the ushering in of God’s kingdom here on earth, just like it is in heaven. We are invited to be in relationship with the One who provides for our needs and offers us forgiveness. We are invited to find shelter with the One who protects us from the evils of the world and who is with us when we face difficult times. Even when we say a prayer we’ve said a thousand times, we are to say it as if we really believe what we’re saying, that we really do want God’s kingdom to come and God’s will to be done. And we take comfort in the fact that our prayers are effective, not because of how much we say or how eloquently we say it, but because we pray to a God who loves us and hears us.
The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver